Choice is mine!

There are times in life when you get use to your loneliness........
When one enjoy coming back to home ,and see no human faces around.......no noise accept for Idiot box and some pigieon if you stay on higher floor in a multi.......

How many times a day can you call at your home........and cry about loneliness and ghar ka khana?
How many friend will you call weekly,when most of your friends are in US........and others have changed in life too..........also you wanna do cost saving for your upcoming life.....?

For how much time,days or years,you shall remain gloomy and sentimental about people you have lost in life........?
How much time can i devote to explain people that they are important for me......?

Thing is ........is it a tendency ,or a normal phenomenon to remain unhappy........or it comes from within.
One thing i never understood is being happy so difficult for everyone around that we always wish to be on other side............we always find reasons to crib,to complain,to cry......

Yeah,i agree nothing can be worse then losing ppl in life..........but most ppl also forcome that....
Failing in exams,problems like cooking every day after office,fighting with roomies,and even failure in relationship..................thought could be a big matter,but not to keep unhappy for long......

Rightly said............."Choice is mine"............i can leave cribing about people and relationship............live happy in this city of dreams -Mumbai....but its not that easy.....though not difficult either........:)